Sumpah ya! Gue udah mulai panic! Mikirin seminar yang nggak tau mau bikin apa. Sebenernya bukannya nggak tau juga, gue udah tau pengin neliti tentang lesbian. Tapi masih bingung fokus permasalahannya apa? Aspek mana yang bakalan gue teliti. Rencana awalnya pengen ngebahas soal konsep diri, tapi bingung. Takut lebih berat ke Psikologinya. Padahal kan jurusan gue Komunikasi. Kalo mau ngebahas Komunikasi Interpersonalnya, pasti nya tiap Komunikasi Interpersonal di pengaruhi ama Konsep diri. Sedangkan konsep dirinya aja belo ketahuan. Kalo cuma ngebahas Konsep diri doank bingung partikel-partikel atau komponen2 di dalamnya apa aja.
Gue udah berada di titik panik. Titik nggak tau musti ngapain. Ngerasa gamang aja! Karena nggak punya pijakan yang jelas! Bener-bener bingung!!!!!!!!
Minggu depan harus udah presentasi. Dan gue belom bikin sama sekali! Tuhannnnn!!!! Bener2 bingung!!!!!! Sempet kepikiran ngambil tugas MPK2. Skripsi gue yang udah kelar. Tapi ada perasaan nggak rela! Keinginan buat ngangkat tema ini bener2 nggak bisa dilewatin gitu aja.
Belum lagi JOBTRAIN yang belum tau mau dimana. Padahal temen2 lain udah ada yang keterima! What The HELL!!
TUHANNN give me sign!!!!
Senin, 26 Oktober 2009
Sabtu, 24 Oktober 2009
My sister got sick
For the first time i write this blog in the other laptop, not with cutie. Sorry my little white notebook, for today i won't use you..^^
Why? Cause now, I'm not in my dorms. I sleep in my sister dorms in Bandung City. And this is for the fist time i visit her dorms.
Me and her have live in the same dorms, in Indri's Dorms. There are 30 rooms - how come?^^. I really have closed with all of them. It's like a famaly, like a house who has 30 rooms and 30 daughter. Big family right? Hahahaha.
In Indri's, me, kak tata, michan, kak lulu, teh mitha, epoy, gendut, and anak kingkong have more deep relationship. i really close with all of them. But we can't keep everything in the same way forever. One by one, they have finished they study. And they sholud live Indri's dorm. Fist Teh mitha, after that kak lulu, kak tata follow too. Gendut and I move to the same new dorm, but we have different reason. Gendut leave Indri cause her sister take the same collage with her, in Padjadjaran University too but in different majoy. Cause that she share her room with her sister in the new dorm, cause it's more larger than Indri. For me, i must leave Indri cause my daddy asked me to do that. I got sick in Indri, and he thing cause the enviroment in Indri not good.
One night, i just taje a nap. My phone rag, there is a message. It's from kak tata. She said that she in hospital. What? I Shock! When i asked her condittion she said that not good. I'm little panic, scared she's getting troble. She says, for now she's okay, but she aske me to comapny her in her dorms for tomorrow nite. Cause she scared there'll be something happend.
Now, i'm here. In her dorms, write this bloh and tell that to all of ya! Hahahaha. Her condition get better. I think i could back to Jatinangor this afternoon. Cause I'm little miss with my cutie. Hehehehe......
Why? Cause now, I'm not in my dorms. I sleep in my sister dorms in Bandung City. And this is for the fist time i visit her dorms.
Me and her have live in the same dorms, in Indri's Dorms. There are 30 rooms - how come?^^. I really have closed with all of them. It's like a famaly, like a house who has 30 rooms and 30 daughter. Big family right? Hahahaha.
In Indri's, me, kak tata, michan, kak lulu, teh mitha, epoy, gendut, and anak kingkong have more deep relationship. i really close with all of them. But we can't keep everything in the same way forever. One by one, they have finished they study. And they sholud live Indri's dorm. Fist Teh mitha, after that kak lulu, kak tata follow too. Gendut and I move to the same new dorm, but we have different reason. Gendut leave Indri cause her sister take the same collage with her, in Padjadjaran University too but in different majoy. Cause that she share her room with her sister in the new dorm, cause it's more larger than Indri. For me, i must leave Indri cause my daddy asked me to do that. I got sick in Indri, and he thing cause the enviroment in Indri not good.
One night, i just taje a nap. My phone rag, there is a message. It's from kak tata. She said that she in hospital. What? I Shock! When i asked her condittion she said that not good. I'm little panic, scared she's getting troble. She says, for now she's okay, but she aske me to comapny her in her dorms for tomorrow nite. Cause she scared there'll be something happend.
Now, i'm here. In her dorms, write this bloh and tell that to all of ya! Hahahaha. Her condition get better. I think i could back to Jatinangor this afternoon. Cause I'm little miss with my cutie. Hehehehe......
Kamis, 22 Oktober 2009
Tulisan sebelum shalat magrib
Sebenernya nggak tau mau bikin apa. Mau nulis apa. Tapi tangan gatel pengen berlayar diaantara keybord laptop. Makanya bikin tulisan aja sebelum sholat magrib...
Sebernya udah telat banget nich mau sholat magrib, tapi nggak papa lah. Dari pada nggak sama sekali. Ya kan??
Tapi abis gila2 an karokean box ama anak-anak Pondok Indri. Mantan kosan lama gue. Makan attack ama Kingkong and Papaw. Spending little time with my little sister. Secara dua-duanya junior gue. Kangen aja jaman-jaman di Indri. Jaman seru-seruan! The Best Dorm I've ever had! Walaupun sekarang udah pada pindah-pindah. Tapi tetep aja, hubungannya masih deket. Masih tau perkembangan kehidupan cinta yang jadi topik utama dari setiap pembicaraan kita kalau lagi ngumpul-ngumpul. Hehehehehehe...
Emang kosan sekarang enak banget tempatnya. Secara gitu ya bow, mahal!!! Hahahahahaha. Tapi kalo soal suasana and lingkungan nggak setara ama Indri. Indri ngajarin gue yang namanya keluarga besar. Kalo sekarang serasa tinggal di apartemen. Individual banget! Gue aja cuma kenal ama yang tinggal depan kamar gue. Itu juga gara-gara gue minjem sapu! Secara di Indri mana ada gue punya sapu. Barang-barang kayak sapu, kain pel, bahkan peralatan makan pun jadi milik bersama! Ampe kalo sabun atau sampo abis minta aja ke yang lain. Hahahahahaha. Dan gue nggak pernah nyesel! Walaupun jumlah piring gue berkurang gara-gara nggak tau dipake ama siapa, atau kamar gue udah kayak ruang keluarga, karena tiap hari pasti ada aja yang mampir and nebeng nonton tipi atau maen internet. Walaupun gue kehilangan privasi gue selama 3 tahun belakangan, tapi semua itu bikin hidup gue BAHAGIA!
Mungkin sekarang gue bisa ngedapatin privasi yang selama ini nggak bisa gue dapetin di Indri, tapi gue juga kehilangan hal yang bener-bener penting. FAMILY...
Sedih juga sebenernya, tapi gue nggak kehilangan itu sepenuhnya! Karena mereka masih ada. Di HATI Gue..
Udah dulu ah, mau sholat nich..
Bye EVERY BODYYY!!!
Sebernya udah telat banget nich mau sholat magrib, tapi nggak papa lah. Dari pada nggak sama sekali. Ya kan??
Tapi abis gila2 an karokean box ama anak-anak Pondok Indri. Mantan kosan lama gue. Makan attack ama Kingkong and Papaw. Spending little time with my little sister. Secara dua-duanya junior gue. Kangen aja jaman-jaman di Indri. Jaman seru-seruan! The Best Dorm I've ever had! Walaupun sekarang udah pada pindah-pindah. Tapi tetep aja, hubungannya masih deket. Masih tau perkembangan kehidupan cinta yang jadi topik utama dari setiap pembicaraan kita kalau lagi ngumpul-ngumpul. Hehehehehehe...
Emang kosan sekarang enak banget tempatnya. Secara gitu ya bow, mahal!!! Hahahahahaha. Tapi kalo soal suasana and lingkungan nggak setara ama Indri. Indri ngajarin gue yang namanya keluarga besar. Kalo sekarang serasa tinggal di apartemen. Individual banget! Gue aja cuma kenal ama yang tinggal depan kamar gue. Itu juga gara-gara gue minjem sapu! Secara di Indri mana ada gue punya sapu. Barang-barang kayak sapu, kain pel, bahkan peralatan makan pun jadi milik bersama! Ampe kalo sabun atau sampo abis minta aja ke yang lain. Hahahahahaha. Dan gue nggak pernah nyesel! Walaupun jumlah piring gue berkurang gara-gara nggak tau dipake ama siapa, atau kamar gue udah kayak ruang keluarga, karena tiap hari pasti ada aja yang mampir and nebeng nonton tipi atau maen internet. Walaupun gue kehilangan privasi gue selama 3 tahun belakangan, tapi semua itu bikin hidup gue BAHAGIA!
Mungkin sekarang gue bisa ngedapatin privasi yang selama ini nggak bisa gue dapetin di Indri, tapi gue juga kehilangan hal yang bener-bener penting. FAMILY...
Sedih juga sebenernya, tapi gue nggak kehilangan itu sepenuhnya! Karena mereka masih ada. Di HATI Gue..
Udah dulu ah, mau sholat nich..
Bye EVERY BODYYY!!!
Selasa, 20 Oktober 2009
Michael
I try one of application in facebook, the title is "who is your angel?". This application tell that every body have one angel as our protector. This Angel will give effect to us. Our habit it's depend on what angel we have. And my Result was....
Michael
"Who is like God", "Like unto God", "Who is like the Divine" The first Angel created by God, Michael is the leader of all the Archangels and is in charge of protection, courage, strength, truth and integrity. Michael protects us physically, emotionally and psychically. He also oversees the lightworker's life purpose. His chief function is to rid the earth and its inhabitants of the toxins associated with fear. Michael carries a flaming sword that he uses to cut through etheric cords and protects us from Satan and negative entities. When he's around you may see sparkles or flashes of bright blue or purple light. Michael is helping if you find yourself under psychic attack or if you feel you lack commitment, motivation and dedication to your beliefs, courage, direction, energy, vitality, self-esteem, worthiness. Michael helps us to realize our life's purpose and he's invaluable to lightworkers helping with protection, space clearing and spirit releasement. Michael conquered the fallen Angel Satan, was in the Garden of Eden to teach Adam how to farm and care for his family, spoke to Moses on Mount Sinai and in 1950 he was canonized as Saint Michael, "the patron of Police Officers," because he helps with heroic deeds and bravery. Michael also has an incredible knack for fixing electrical and mechanical devices, including computers and automobiles. Michael helps us to follow our truth without compromising our integrity and helps us to find our true natures and to be faithful to who we really are. Michael's message is dont be afraid to stand for what you believe in and to fight for what you desire in life!!
After i read all description 'bout Michael, i thought "Hey! It's match!" I think every think in description above really match with my characteristic. And i little bit happy - if this is true, i have a special angel. The first angel that god create. How cool is that??
How was Michael in my imagination? An angel who portray strength and the power to protect! Cause i dont have any picture that close like that's imagine, i just give you a picture of an angel. As for me. I think he could me me calm and happy every time i looked his picture.. Love Him so much. My Michael!
Michael
"Who is like God", "Like unto God", "Who is like the Divine" The first Angel created by God, Michael is the leader of all the Archangels and is in charge of protection, courage, strength, truth and integrity. Michael protects us physically, emotionally and psychically. He also oversees the lightworker's life purpose. His chief function is to rid the earth and its inhabitants of the toxins associated with fear. Michael carries a flaming sword that he uses to cut through etheric cords and protects us from Satan and negative entities. When he's around you may see sparkles or flashes of bright blue or purple light. Michael is helping if you find yourself under psychic attack or if you feel you lack commitment, motivation and dedication to your beliefs, courage, direction, energy, vitality, self-esteem, worthiness. Michael helps us to realize our life's purpose and he's invaluable to lightworkers helping with protection, space clearing and spirit releasement. Michael conquered the fallen Angel Satan, was in the Garden of Eden to teach Adam how to farm and care for his family, spoke to Moses on Mount Sinai and in 1950 he was canonized as Saint Michael, "the patron of Police Officers," because he helps with heroic deeds and bravery. Michael also has an incredible knack for fixing electrical and mechanical devices, including computers and automobiles. Michael helps us to follow our truth without compromising our integrity and helps us to find our true natures and to be faithful to who we really are. Michael's message is dont be afraid to stand for what you believe in and to fight for what you desire in life!!
After i read all description 'bout Michael, i thought "Hey! It's match!" I think every think in description above really match with my characteristic. And i little bit happy - if this is true, i have a special angel. The first angel that god create. How cool is that??
How was Michael in my imagination? An angel who portray strength and the power to protect! Cause i dont have any picture that close like that's imagine, i just give you a picture of an angel. As for me. I think he could me me calm and happy every time i looked his picture.. Love Him so much. My Michael!
Gagal sudah = Pupus Sudah
Gue gagal nge bid kemaren. Kalah lelang. Lebih tepatnya kalah gara-gara menit-menit trakir sebelum waktunya berakhir, dimana gue udah ngabisin 30 poin taruhan, website nya odong. Tiba-tiba nggak connect, file corrupt, dan apalah lagi. Intinya page lelangnya nggak bisa gue buka sekitar 3menitan. Hallowwwww, 3menit buat lelang mah lama banget kali!!!! Bisa masuk ratusan biding dalam jangka waktu segitu. Dan Benar Saja! Setelah gue berhasil masuk lagi, setelah 3 menit sialan itu, lelangnya udah berakhir! Dalam jangka waktu 3menit itu udah nambah 20.000 rupiah! Banyangin! Ada berapa ratus orang yang nge bid? Satu kali bid aja cuma naek 25 perak. Nah, kalo 20ribu????
Gue tertengun selama beberapa detik, ngeliain tulisan WAKTU PENAWARAN HABIS. BARANG DIMENANGKAN OLEH RI***SU***TO. Rp. 50.250.
Pengen nangis tapi aer mata nggak bisa keluar. Lemes badan gue ngliatnya. Terbang dengan percuma semua poin2 gue. Sebenrnya yang paling bikin gue miris adalah kenapa tiba-tiba koneksinya bisa putus? Kalo seandainya gue kalah karena sisa poin gue udah abis dan gue nggak bisa ngebid lagi it's okay. Ini gara-garanya nggak ada koneksi! Tuhannnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
Padahal gue udah pengen banget tuh barang. Kalo makanan tuh udah diujung lidah. Tiba-tiba di tarik! AnJis! Nggak enak pisan! Seumur-umur nggak pernah gue pengen sesuatu sebegininya. Abisnya udah diujung mata banget sich. Dan nggak dapetnya bukan karena gue nggak bisa. Tapi nggak dikasih jalannya. ARGHHH..
Sebenernya bisa aja gue beli banrangnya langsung. Tapi masalahnya mahal banget cuy! Duit gue kagak cukup. Lagian gue juga udah punya barang yang fungsinya hampir sama. Mana mungkin gue minta ama bonyok kan?? Lagian udah gede kayak gini masih aja mau minta-minta duit. Yang ada harusnya gue yang ngasih duit! Hahahahaha -- Lagak gue, padahal masih kuliah semester 7.
Sekarang poin gue cuma tinggal 19. Jumlah segitu buat poin kecil banget. Pasrah lah gue ini mah. Nggak bakalan dapet lagi. Palingan poinnya abis sia-sia. Nggak menghasilkan apa-apa. Cuma ngasilin sakit hati dan air mata yang nggak bisa keluar - loh? kalo nggak keluar berarti nggak ngasilin donk ya? ah sebodo lah!
Kayaknya gue emang bener-bener harus nabung dech buat beli tu barang, nggak bisa ikutan biding lagi. Kayaknya kagak ada hokinya gue. Tapi kalo mau nabung mau berapa lama?? Setahun?? Waduhhh.. Lama amat??? GUE MAUNYA SEKARANGGGGG!!!!!
Senin, 19 Oktober 2009
Dag Dig Dug Jantungku
Aduh.. deg deg an nich.. Sumpah ya sekarang gue deg deg an banget, ampe gemeteran jari-jari gue. Nulis aja ampe berantakan gini.. huff.. Tenang.. Tarik Nafas... Gue mau ikutan lelang Online gitu, I've Something that i really want so much. Jujur, gue takut banget nggak dapet dan semua poin gue ilang, abis, tanpa hasil.. Nggak tau gimana cara nenangin ati, makanya nulis blog ajah. Dari pada nggak jelas, bolak balik liatin page lelangnya yang baru mulai ntar jam stengah tujuh. Pikiran udah kemana-mana, nggak fokus! Sebenernya nggak kemana-mana juga sich, wong cuma mikirin lelang doank. Tapi makin dipikir makin stres, jadi musti cari pengalihan. Cari kegiatan lain yang menuntut konsentrasi dan ke fokusan. Waduh, tulisan gue udah nggak jelas ajah nich. Ngarol ngidul! Ah, biarlah! Nama juga mymindtalkingnow. So, everything on my mind, i'm gonna tell it to everybody! Hahahahahaha.. Bingung euy mau bikin apa lagi, pikirannya masih ke lelang ajah. Aduh!!! Masih 3 menit lagi sebelum lelangnya mulai!!!!!! Kenapa 3 menit rasanya lama banget ya?? Udah kayak waktu gempa di Padang aja, 5 menit rasanya kayak berjuta-juta tahun!! Emang nungguin lelang sama ama gempa ya? Ah, jangan ah. Kalo sama hasilnya juga bakalan sama donk?? NOT GOOD! Ngomong apa lagi ya?? Nggak tau! Bingung! Jadi makin deg deg an! Tinggal 1 Menit lagi! jadi gatel pengen liat page lelangnya.. Hihihihihihi.. Ah, jangan ah. Ntar makin stres lagi. Ini juga udah gemeteran lagi nulisnya.. Nggak kuat!!! Liat aja deh.. Wah, belom mulai! Padahal jam di laptop gue udah 18.31. Udah lewat satu menit. Mungkin jam laptop gue kecepetan kali ya??? Kok belon mulai-mulain juga ya? Padahal udah lewat 2 menit. Emangnya jam laptop gue cepet berapa menit sich? 15 menit? 30 menit? 1 jam? Wahhhhh, lama banget kalo iya. Nggak kuatttttt kalo harus deg-deg an kayak gini selama itu. Bisa-bisa sakit jantung gue.. Hm.. Playlist gue lagi muter lagu Lyla - Bernafas Tanpa Mu. Jadi inget adek gue yang lagi inget ama mantannya. Dan pengen ngajak balikan. Hehehehe. Ampe niat ganti handphone biar bisa denger lagu ini loh.. Hahahaha. Gara-garanya handphone lamanya nggak bisa muter MP3. Hihihihihi. Lyla is the best! Deg-deg annya udah ilang!! Wakakakakakaka.. Tapi tetepppp, penasaran!!! Pengen liat page lelangnya.. Udah mulai belom ya???? What!!!!!! Belom mulai juga???? Huahhhhh!!!!! Padahal jam di handphone gue udah lewat 5 menit.. Kapankah lelang ini akan dimulai??? GUE DEG DEG AN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Refresh ajah page lelangnya. Siapa tau oon pagenya. (ngarep) Tuh kan bener!!! Udah Mulai!!! Sialllll!!!! Ok guys, Wish be a BIG LUCK yA!!!!!
Sabtu, 17 Oktober 2009
Finally, I'm Finished This!
hahahahaha. Finally I've been finished customize my blog. well, may be it's not to good for you, but this is the best i could do in 6 hours. Design the layout take all time, i need to design the animated picture, choose the right picture, use the right color. All of them i did for all you guys, hope you will enjoy seeing my blog. honestly, I'm really proud with my handwork. hahahaha..
Don't forget to follow me and ask all you buddies to come and seeing "a pieces of me"..
laft you^^
Don't forget to follow me and ask all you buddies to come and seeing "a pieces of me"..
laft you^^
It's time for my mind talking
Finally i made my blog. after thinking two or three times. actually, I've another blog, but in there i just post one side of mine. i need another blog to talk 'bout my another side. and i think, here is it. am i right?
So, hope i can share my mind with all of you guys. where ever you've been...
laft ya ^^
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